 There was once a time when the spiritual and conscious community was vibrant with fresh new energy and ideas. People were truly seeking the truth. Shamanism has always appealed to me because its one of the ways to find The truth, through direct experience, not through something someone else said. If you have nothing else, no computer, no internet, no access to other humans, through ancient shamanic techniques you can 'journey' anywhere, see anything, gain information about anything. Well almost. There are some limitations. After being in the spiritual community for a couple of decades and having traveled quite a bit, in the US and outside of the US, I have seen it change a lot. A lot of people in the spiritual / conscious community have been totally indoctrinated by the Abraham Hicks Law of Attraction ideology of ‘always being positive’. I’ve written multiple blogs and did multiple talk shows about it, and it seems that too much is not enough on this topic. The Law of Attraction is loosely based on one of the Hermetic Principles. Not even all of them. It then took that one principle and twisted and changed it and created a hodge podge of ideas that came from the entity that calls itself Abraham, whom Esther Hicks channels. People miss entirely that this entity came from a Ouija board to her, when she was at a Ouija board seance. As far as I know, nothing good ever came through a Ouija board. Not once. Based on my research, Hermetics is an ancient tradition, the understanding and application of which would lead to greater mastery of one’s life. At least that is the purported intent of the teachings. Hermetics, The Kybalion, and Emerald Tablets of Thoth are three books that I know of, which people study when they want to understand Hermetics. http://www.kybalion.org/kybalion.php The Kybalion lists the seven hermetic principles as follows: 1. The Principle of Mentalism 2. The Principle of Correspondence 3. The Principle of Vibration 4. The Principle of Polarity 5. The Principle of Rhythm 6. The Principle of Cause and Effect 7. The Principle of Gender The Law of Attraction teachings, collectively, heavily lean on the 3rd principle of Vibration, and perhaps touch upon the others here and there, but twisted so much, that its an entirely different teaching. You would arrive at a very different end, if you followed all the teachings of the LOA to their natural conclusion vs Hermetical teachings. As I see it, if something is true, it has always been true, its an ancient cosmic truth that sincere people simply have a resonance with or a knowing about, even without any special initiations into mystery schools. Hermetics carries some of those seeds of truth. The Law of Attraction does as well. However like all effective Psy-ops, there is some truth and some lies and they are mixed together in such an artful way, that it may take lifetimes to detangle the two. And then you would've spent lifetimes detangling lies, instead of following your true spiritual purpose. And maybe thats the point of the psy-op. Many of my friends have said things like, 'But if you focus on things, you do attract more of that.' Or 'If you believe, you will achieve.' None of that came from the Law of Attraction. These ideas are much older. See Hermetics (and common sense). But now so much of success oriented thinking is immediately associated with the Law of Attraction, and when I tell people the TLA is a psy-op, they immediately think that I'm telling them that somehow all the 'positive thinking' or striving for success is bad. The opposite is true. The Law of Attraction in essence teaches people to only and always be positive, and never look at or think about anything negative. Anything that's uncomfortable, upsetting, scary, that takes you out of your bubble of bliss, is thus dubbed as negative and should be rejected. Abraham Hicks literally said not to look at information in the media that is about things in the world that are negative and if TVs didn't exist then people wouldn't know about those things (implying it would be best not to know.) In short, strive to have pleasure and avoid pain. Well animals and humans do that already on an instinctual primitive level. We don't need a spiritual guru to tell us that, nor is it a path to enlightenment. So what gives? Why stress that so much? What I figured out is that, Spiritual people naturally are service-to-others oriented, and the various psy-ops such as LOA, are there to convert these people to a service-to-self path, which in its extreme form, is what Satanism teaches. The dark forces usually won't come right up to a person and tell them to join a cult of ignorance and selfishness. But when its packaged as a path to enlightenment, with a seeming focus on Love and Light, then many bite hook line and sinker. My conclusion is that if Hermetics was providing humans with some light on their path, the Law of Attraction teachings take away even the little bit that you had originally. At least that seems to be the intent. As with many psy-ops and cults, there is a bait-and-switch that happens. You are baited with universal truths, that feel right at a core level (Like if you believe in yourself you will succeed!), but as you progress thtough the ranks, or delve deeper into the teachings, the switch happens and you are told lies that will mislead you completely from finding the truth. But by then many are emotionally invested in the cult, they've spent years forming social ties with others who think the same way, etc. Makes it harder to leave. For some people, to the degree that they already possessed the intuitive knowledge of some of these principles, that led them to adopt the Law of Attraction, as a whole. But interestingly, for others, to the degree that they already possessed the intuitive knowledge of some of these principles, (or book knowledge) it made them reject The Law of Attraction as a whole, because they saw that the rest is bs. I suppose its a matter of how conscious and sure the people were of what they already knew. So its possible, that its the people who were insecure or unsure about their beliefs, or easily swayed, or didn't have core beliefs at all, and just seeking and open in general, that The Law of Attraction appealed a lot to. It also appealed a lot to people who were already on a path of service to self, or who were materialistic. And I can see how to people who are not very discerning or young on the path, the idea of just having love and light, and being positive, sounds great! How can that be bad? Well here is a hermetic principle, the Law of Attraction followers missed entirely. Any (good) thing taken to its extreme, becomes its opposite. Because all things exist on a circle or rather an infinity loop, where energy is always moving through these cycles in the loop. And in this infinity loop, all opposites reconcile/merge in the center, in the singularity. This is also related to the idea of Yin and Yang, and the polar opposites, really being complements, and the need to stay in balance within this duality. Not live only on one side. No matter which side you choose, its unhealthy. Why might someone ask, living on the light side be unhealthy, if its love and light? Because its not the ultimate light. Its broken light. the Infinite Love and Light the Supreme Being encompasses both sides of the Yin and Yang. Within the Yin and Yang the light portion, is only half of the truth. The Mystics taught that you must integrate the truth and love from both polarities, to go the next level of evolution in consciousness, and move beyond polarity. So the irony is that the more you only focus on Love and Light, the more you create duality. And the more you embrace duality simply as a fact of reality, and work to integrate them within yourself in a balanced way, the more you transcend it and move into authentic peace, Love and Light.  Law of Attraction talks a lot about 'like attracts like'. But opposites also attract. Both of these things are happening at the same time on different levels. So if you are focused so much on 'love and light', you will attract 'love and light' on one level, and its opposite 'fear/ hate and dark forces' on another level. The Masters and Mystics of old, have always taught the middle way, the golden mean, and NOT going into one polarity or another. Otherwise you will have massive swings, energetically. If you pull the pendulum into one direction very far, it will swing into the other. It is simply the law of physics. Going into these extremes potentially could create a lot of karma, and thus get a soul stuck more in the cycle of reincarnation. The masters have taught us to be in the eye of the storm, where its still and peaceful. Instead of the outer fringes, where you will get tossed around by the fray. The bottom line is that, at this point, the spiritual community is infected with this mind virus, and there are very many people who all think alike, the way Abraham Hicks taught them. They don't realize they are in a cult. No independent thought. Barely any problem solving skills. No ability to analyze critically a situation or information, and get at the fundamental truth of an idea, situation, event, or anything. Everything is seen through a lens, to the point that they live in a fantasy reality. And I have seen this in all genders and ages with the Love and Light Cult. In probably most of the US, right now, the majority of people in the spiritual communities, who actually go to physical events (such as Expos and fairs), are women over 40, and some people in their 30s, and there are a few men. And there are almost no teenagers or millennials. This is a sign that the community is becoming extinct. (There are also expos and conventions for Exopolitics but thats a totally different community. And its the opposite there. Its a lot of men, and that community attracts young smart people with no problem. Perhaps because that community attracts a demographic of critical thinkers, serious researchers, warriors and techi people - all skills I see terribly lacking in the Spiritual community that is Goddess oriented.) I know that the younger people usually don’t have cars, or jobs, so they don’t have the capacity or money to get to events physically. A lot of young people do everything online. And so what makes sense to me is that more online events should be facilitated for those generations. But the problem is that most of the older people in the spiritual communities are not techi or interested in online culture. And so what I'm seeing is that the spiritual community, perhaps in as much as they subscribe to the Love and Light cult, are not at all relevant to the younger generations. The break between the 2 is visible immediately, if you travel across the country and actually go to the expos, psychic/intuitive fairs, metaphysical stores, etc. I think one of the reasons for this is that the younger people, who grew up with the internet, have seen it ALL. They've seen the stark reality of the world with its dysfunctions and horrors, times 10 by age 15. Reality can be wonderful, but it can be pretty brutal also. But unfortunately the information on the internet can be even darker than reality itself. Perhaps because so much evil likes to hide online. Because internet allows for anonymity. So the worst of our shadows and the worst of the dark forces, that like to hide behind facades, is abundant on the internet.  If you've been exposed to that, you know that reality is not all Love and Light. So in that sense, I'm glad for the younger generations that they are not falling for this nonsense. However, I'm also not sure they have many really good things to help guide them in their lives. It seems to me the younger generations are lost. Their education is so dumbed down, they have no respect for it. Many young people see college as not worth it. Its expensive and useless, when what you can find on the internet is so much better and its free. The only reason to go to college is if you want to get a job that requires you to have a degree, or that will pay you more if you have a degree. But many young people don't trust the system enough to want to go get a job. Also, many young women, particularly liberal women, are not getting married or having kids. Instead they get dogs, and treat their dogs like kids. I could go on. The transgender agenda is threatening to cut off all the genitals off of children starting in kindergarten. Many young people are addicted to porn, and incapable of having normal face to face human interactions. Many have no life skills at all. And on top of that transhumanism is threatening to upload humans into 'skynet' and end humanity as we know it altogether. At this rate, we will not have a functional society in less than a generation. Many in the Love and Light cult, do not know about any of these things. So if this is all news to you, and you have read this far, I truly applaud you. There is hope for your recovery yet! I mean that sincerely. When I first came to the US, I was a child, and I already saw these problems. I didn't understand why other people were not seeing them. I saw the immense corruption at all levels in America. The image that came to me over and over, throughout the years, is an apple rotten at the core, where the rotting was slowly taking over the whole apple, until just the skin remained as an illusion that things were ok. And then even the skin was rotting. I had no way to language what I was seeing, but I knew that I was shown the degree of problems in this country. Now many people see these problems, and people more eloquent than me, have identified many problems that are within our collective ability to solve at this time. But yet, still many don't see them. I also know what part I play in the solutions, and I'm carrying it out. And I see what the spiritual community I actually care about a lot can do for the world. You need to become relevant to younger generations, and in particular smart young people, who are going to be the next leaders and changers in the world. I urge you to please unsubscribe from fantasy land of the Love and Light Cult, the Law of Attraction Cult, and the sea of new age psyops that have possessed your minds and made you unable to see reality clearly. Do real independent research and find out what is actually going on, on the planet right now. Listen to all the voices from all sides of all debates. Thats the first step. I understand that many people in the spiritual community are super hyper sensitive. But you can't let that get in the way of you being able to see all sides of reality and intelligently deal with them all. Young people need strong intelligent leadership, from both men and women. They need their elders, now more than ever. The way society will keep going is if generations are connected like a chain linked fence. The dark forces want to break these links to collapse society. My prayer is that those who have been in selfish bubbles of fake bliss, or information silos, finally break the spell, and participates in healing the relationships and everything else in human society. 
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Last Monday I did a talk show discussing what it means to be a Spirit Warrior, or Light Warrior, in today's world. How to address the human problems we face every day, from a Spiritual perspective. This is brand new content that I haven't talked about before anywhere. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awFHolF602o In case anything happens to that show on youtube, you can also listen to it here: https://cafecitobreak.org/2018/10/the-spirit-warrior-way-in-todays-world-arriale-starbird/ If you like my content and want to help me keep producing free content, consider donating! Support my work via donation: BTC address 1Lw5evKM6BhhRc7AfsxVn1p9rPaP37jCNN BCH address 1BE8WWtPTBbXLyMgHxmxhUMR6URpNydvcu ETH address 0x61F4B283719Df5999b8eFf31A0B64e0DB3C5EFd5 LTC address LaNoQtf5d2JCGGnZQexFWu1hxiYQWSu2RU You can also use Shapeshift.io in order to convert any other cryptocurrency to BTC: https://shapeshift.io/#/coins  The Spirit Warrior Way is needed in today's world more than ever. Join me tomorrow as I share insights about what this path is, how it transforms humans into luminous beings, and how it brings peace to the world. 🙏 JOIN US FOR A CAFECITO BREAK LIVE MONDAY @ 11am EST via Rosangel Perez FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/rosangel.perez.nyc TOPIC - The Spirit Warrior Way in Today's World with SPECIAL GUEST Arriale Starbird Show description: The Yin and Yang duality of all creation defines our lives. Enlightenment does not occur by ignoring the dark, in favor of the light, but by integrating the truth and love from both polarities. To mature spiritually, we must see and be transformed by all of reality. Shamans, Masters and Mystics of ancient traditions had the wisdom to dance with their shadows, the courage to see all aspects of their natures, the beautiful and light, and the terrible and dark. The sacred calling of a Spirit Warrior is to transform dark into light, make the unconscious conscious. Total deep healing of your mind, soul and body can occur only when the split in your identity is merged. Arriale will discuss Shamanic Energy Medicine tools of working with the forces of Light, for transformation, healing, and protection from intrusive dark forces, while you are on your hero’s journey. #SpiritualProtection #PsychicSelfDefense #DefenseAgainstTheDarkArts #SpiritWarrior #LightWarrior #Shamanism #WarriorWay #Health #Healing  Join me this November at the Body Mind Spirit Expo in Minneapolis, MN, for a free Lecture on Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense. I trained with a Shamanic Exorcist and Healer, for about 9 yrs. And since then expanded my practice and understanding of the principles and methodologies of Spiritual Protection, Spiritual Clearing, Spiritual Cleansing and The Defense Against The Dark Arts. The heart of this healing modality is based on clarity, integrity, and truth. I work intensively with Archangels Michael, Uriel, Rafael, Gabriel, Metatron and the whole Angelic realm. I work with other forces of Light from multiple realms, such as Light ETs, Power Animals, and my Ancestors.
In the Spiritual and New Age community, I find that this critical healing art is not practiced as much as it should be, to the peril of those who choose 'less scary' sounding modalities. But its a lot like a spiritual martial art. If you hone it when you don't need it, you will have it when you do need it. But if you ignore it, and don't have it when you need it, it might become a matter of life and death. Unfortunately, most people come to this art, after they have run out of all other options, after they 'tried everything and nothing has worked'. At least thats the majority of my clients who have come to seek this particular healing modality. But it certainly doesn't have to be this way. I encourage all of you to look at the outline of The Psychic Self Defense Training Program, which I teach, here: http://psychicselfdefensetraining.com I will also be doing readings on both days. Come by my booth #182, for a conversation or a healing. Bring your questions. Bring your attachments so they can be cleared, or so I can teach you how to clear them. Arriale Starbird Lecture Outline http://www.bmse.net/bmseweb/event/speaker_details.php?eid=273&sltid=14971&mid=916300856 When: November 3-4, 2018 Saturday 10-6 Sunday 10-5 Where: Earle Brown Heritage Center 6155 Earle Brown Dr Minneapolis, MN I'll be doing a talk on Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense at the Body Mind Spirit Expo in Minneapolis, MN on Nov 3, at 11 am and doing readings on both days of the Expo Nov 3-4. Learn more about what I teach here: http://psychicselfdefensetraining.com Hope to see you there! #ArrialeStarbird #Spirituality #Health #SpiritualProtection #WarriorWay #PsychicSelfDefense #DefenseAgainstTheDarkArts  My friend W and I do Remote Viewing (RV) sessions. We started doing them for fun, about a year ago, and over time we've gotten a lot of interesting, and I think valuable, information. A few days ago, it was my turn to view. In case someone doesn’t know how remote viewing works, I’ll explain the basics. When its my turn to view, my friend picks a target (person, place, event, thing, etc.) Only he knows what the target is. He does not tell me or anyone. He then assigns the target one or several letters or numbers, like a random code, so it does not have any associations for me. He then tells me that code and nothing more. By then I’m already in a very relaxed state of consciousness. I focus on that target and I see whole scenes, images, and talk to my guides where appropriate and helpful about what I’m seeing; or they guide me through the situations. I was born intuitive so I generally go into or see into other dimensions pretty easily. However I never know what I will see, or how to navigate it, or interpret it, or what I’m really looking for. Sometimes I see literal things and sometimes symbolic. Often with no explanation which is which! I just have to figure it out. I also have no way of verifying whether what I’m seeing is accurate. My friend tells me nothing about the target, during the RV. And a lot of times he doesn’t know either. We’re both looking at these things for the first time. He occasionally asks questions. I have to just go with my instinct and allow myself to be guided by my Higher Power in the right direction, and get the answers to the questions. I have done a lot of shamanic journeying in my life, as well as past life regressions. Sometimes my RV is just that, I am viewing something else somewhere else. But at other times, I feel like I’m actually there. I go into the space and I walk around in it. Always with protection, and generally with a non-interference attitude. Just observing, not changing things. Unless asked for help. A lot of Light ETs that I talk to, as well as my Guides, asked me hundreds of times, almost every day for years now. to write books and articles and to teach. I have been somewhat reluctant to put my writing out there, about my personal spiritual healing journey, my RVs, and my conversations with them. But they insisted so much, that I finally promised them that I will do it. So here it is. I hope you find it helpful in some way. Feedback appreciated. These are some terms I use below: W - first letter of my friends name AAs - Archangels AAM - Archangel Michael AAU - Archangel Uriel AAR - Archangel Rafael N - Novaree RV I’m in a field. I walk through it, and I see a lake or a pond, surrounded by lush forest. There might be a river running through it underground. I see ppl that look like scientists, some in regular clothing, some wear white hazmat suits and masks. They go to the water, and it looks they are taking samples, of the water, or something in the water. They are afraid of what ever is in the water. I look into the water to see if I see anything. It looks like there might be someone there. It looks like a craft, but its very hazy, like its under water but in another dimension. And it looks like there is a woman inside the craft. She looks dead. Something in this area feels dangerous. The whole area feels dangerous. Maybe because of some sort of frequency thats here. I see a portal over this pond. There are light beings that still come through it, or look through it. It used to belong to light beings, then got taken over dark beings. And now light beings want to take it back. They use it sometimes, but don’t have full access. This feels like another planet, another Earth, and/or another dimension of this Earth. Its confusing, I can’t tell which it is. I’m told to go through the portal. I do that. Then I’m in a lab. And there are scientists, wearing white coats and masks, looking into microscopes. For some strange reason this lab reminds me of the science lab I had in my high school. There has got to be meaning to this but I don't know what it is right now. I walk out of the lab and I go outside. All the ppl are gone. (Again I feel like I'm on the campus of my high school; which was in San Antonio, TX. I want to think this is symbolic, but it may be that school was somehow involved with SSP or that territory was. There were a lot of military activity in that city.) I ask what happened. I’m shown that there was some sort of cataclysm and all the ppl are either dead or missing. The planet is empty. There was a frequency attack on the planet, its like radiation, I don’t know exactly what kind, but its something like that, and it destroyed a lot of the life on the planet. But not all life. Someone escaped. I asked, Why did this happen? How did this happen? I see a big stereotypical saucer flying craft. One like the Nazis had, like a really big metallic flying saucer. And there are symbols on it, kind of like swastikas, but not exactly. Like 2 slightly different swastikas together. And there is a guy standing next to it, he is like Hitler. Like that kind of person but not Hitler himself. He was a tyrant and he took control of society on this planet. He was a genetic purist. He had a particular DNA lineage and he wanted to breed certain types of ppl, and destroy the rest. I see him with children in his arms. He took a few of these children, and he put them on this craft and he just flew away. And he ordered someone else to destroy everyone with frequency. But he also allowed the Draco to come and take whoever they wanted. So I see Draco who came and took a few ppl, paralyzed them and put them on craft, and removed them off the planet, for genetic or save trade or just for food, or whatever. The rest died, disintegrated maybe. It was a very very traumatic for this planet to go through this. W asked: Look for the survivors. I see the survivors. They went inside the Earth. They fought the dark forces, and thats why they survived. (I had the sense that the other people didn't fight and thats why they perished.) They had a way of life that they wanted to preserve. It was very important to them. They have a religion, not like our religions on earth that are based on a deity. Their religion is based on honor. They have a strict code of ethics that they live by and they believe it brings harmony to the world. We would call that harmony God, but they see it as a balancing of all things. They seek to live within that balance. However, they are very purist in their genetics also, but they are not hostile to other species. Quite the opposite, they help other species if they feel its right. Its very important for them to maintain their genetic purity, which they track back a long time, and for that reason they don’t mix with other races. They do not wish their genetic resonance to be tainted by other genetic material. They trade with other species if its fruitful for both sides. But they mostly keep to themselves. They do not wish for their way of life to be interfered with. They have some sort of disease; its causing a slow decline of their health, very slow, like could take millions of yrs to see effects. When they lived on the surface they didn’t have this disease. But in order to survive under ground, they had to alter their genes or frequency, or something. And they did it consciously, in order to survive. So now they are not perfect. But they hope to one day attain that perfection again. I can see that sometimes they are deceptive. They don’t lie in order to cheat ppl, or to gain an unfair advantage. They manipulate to serve their self preservation. Like they hide their location a lot, they use an equivalent of a hyper-dimensional VPN, in order to cover up that they are there; and to re-direct traffic away from them. They don’t reveal their location to anyone unless absolutely necessary. They used to be more open with beings they thought they could trust, but too many times they were lied to, back stabbed, robbed, in the past, and so now they don’t really trust anyone. Some very important relics or objects of their Spirituality/ way of life were stolen from them, that were part of their spiritual rituals and stuff that connected them to their ancestors. This was a huge loss for them. I see that they have craft that they use to travel in space time and between dimensions. They got it for their good behavior from someone. I’m pretty certain at this point I’m seeing the Anshar who live in the inner earth. I made contact with one of them, a young woman. I talk to her for a bit. W asked: What is their relationship to humans? They used to hate humans, or didn’t care about them. But they’ve been paying more attention to us it seems in the last 100 yrs, and they’ve come to like some humans, and love some humans. I then see a blue man appear. He looks like terminator and liquid man combined, (from the movie Terminator). He is part angelic, part AI. He is some sort of a cosmic being. He takes care of the Anshar. He used to be on the surface of the planet with them. There used to be a 2nd one like that, and the two kept energy in balance. But when the frequency attack happened, one of them took the hit, while the other went into the Inner Earth with the Anshar. He used to be connected to the sun, and he would distribute that solar energy via filaments (I see it like the silvery lines on a computer chip) all over the space on the planet where the ppl were. So ppl would connect to these as they moved around, and derive energy from the sun automatically. Once he went under ground, his connection with the sun was severed. It also appears that the frequency attack targeted that connection deliberately. I hear that he is a crystal being. He sees it as his job to sacrifice himself for the Anshar, and he gives his energy to them. His energy is depleting and there is concern that eventually his energy will run out. If that happens, he is concerned about Anshar survival. There used to be another energy source that he connected to and distributed to them, but that ran out a long time ago. He also used to take care other beings that lived under the earth, other survivors. But some of those died. W: This being is in appearance to me, a humanoid (reminds me of Rom) seated in the center of an almost indescribable scene. He is crystalline, and around him are countless other crystalline diamond like objects, that are mirror like, that are all reflecting so its is hard to comprehend. Pulling back somewhat it gives a mandala impression, with him in the center. I see that within that mandala are different forms of life which he supports/informs. They are ‘programmed’ if thats the right word, into that structure of his being. W: What is the Anshar woman's name? I never get names. I don't know why. I feel their energy signature and I connect with that, and recognize them by that frequency signature, whenever I see them or talk to them again. W: The Anshar woman’s name is Novaree. I asked N why they wanted to connect with me. I was shown that N is kind of like a warrior but more of a commander type of energy. Not a priestess. She thinks I have been a solider on the front lines too much, and that I need to be more of a commander, guiding others, and it feels to me that she is there to show me that example of how to do that. I also saw that they are looking for an energy source for this crystal being. W said that he doubts he can be of help with that. N said, ‘But maybe you know someone who can be of help.’ The image that popped into my head is that the crystal being needs to be plugged into the sun. I saw a thin cord that ran off this crystal being and just ended. I was shown that it used to be thick and luminous. W said: There is some kind of swirling darkness there (in space between the cord and the sun). It looks like a black hole with darkness swirling around it. A large host of Angels show up and they destroy the darkness, drive it off, I don’t know exactly what happens here but they got rid of it. So W and I called on AAM, AAU, AAR, AAG, Christ to help to reconnect this cord to the center of the sun. I saw this cord go into the sun, light up, and slowly thicken. W said: Now the AAs reconnect and repair the filament. I see the eyes of the crystal being light up. They are going to slowly bring it back to full power. The center of the sun is also connected to the center of the Milky Way, and that is connected further and further, until it connects to what I call the Supreme Being. But I’m told it goes even further than that. But I was told not to feed the crystal being too much energy. Like to an emaciated person, you only give a little food at a time, until they build up the strength to have a normal meal. I then saw how the patterns inside the crystal beings were being upgraded. It seems that many of the types of life forms he used to support have long died/become extinct, and the upgrade was updating the forms so that he would support the currently living beings he is supporting. Thats how I understood what I saw. I got the sense that I should check in on this crystal being for the next few days or weeks or however long, and see if I needed to help with his recuperation. W said: AAM was telling me this was a fellow angel that had been missing (?) or they were unaware of this situation. W said: ‘I thought you knew everything?’ AAM said: ‘I never made that claim.’ W said that N said to him that no one till now has bothered to do this for them. I said, that I like to help. And just to tell me if they need anything. Light ETs help me all the time, and I know its a 2 way street. So I am available to help a sacred cause. I also saw that they were interested in this Christ energy, and they didn’t have that in their rituals. But they want to include that in their rituals. I spoke with N some more, and asking her for advice with my life and my healing journey. I know they have advanced healing methods, so I was hoping they would share some info on that, to help me heal myself and others. Later W said that they hope to go back into the past and change their history so that cataclysm never happens. I vocally doubted the ability to truly change the past. N said: You don’t know. Its possible. You are used to linear time. Time is actually malleable. I could see the Anshar are concerned about their survival. Their life seems to revolve around self preservation. I then saw that they will survive. A high frequency light being will come and sit on the council and help them make proper decisions to guide them forward. After this, I was shown more of the history of the Earth, during the time of some sort of an ancient cataclysm. It used to be that all living beings on the Earth were in harmony with each other, and all were energetically connected. Like a body with many organs, where all the organs support each other. So each species, like each organ, would have their own unique way of life, and by living that way, each species was supporting other species and beings, who also had their own way of life. And then something happened, and the Earth tilted, and it energetically shattered, and I saw a bunch of dimensions fly in different directions. And so all these different types of living entities and energies, all got broken up and are only aware of their dimension, (and sometimes through holes and anomalies, of some other activity, but very little.) Like the stone ppl, the fae, humans, all sorts of creatures, elementals, various groups of inner earth beings, all living in different separate realities/ dimensions and no one is talking to anyone else. This is chaos. I felt like the Anshar showed that to me, saying that humans have to become aware of the fact that they share this planet with many many different kinds of beings and species and they can't just do whatever they want, because everyone still affects everyone else in this eco system, even if humans can't see or connect with the others. I felt that there has to be some major supernatural healing to create harmony on the planet again, where everyone becomes telepathic with each other again, and re-connected in this really beautiful harmonious way, that I initially saw, that felt so peaceful to me, before the cataclysm. Soon after that W and I left that space and ended the RV. W told me that my target was N. He had originally picked a different target but 1 hr before we started the RV, she came to him and said she wanted to be the target. (He had already made contact with her a little while back, which I didn’t know.) But we got a whole lesson about Anshar’s history, too. And a little bit of info about their way of life. I typed this up the next day after the RV, so some of the details got lost, because I see and get so much information when I’m there, I can’t remember all of it. I also didn't type out my conversations with N about my personal life, because they're personal. The next morning, after I woke up, I had a message from N. She told me about a really traumatic experience that I had as a child that she said I must heal to move forward. She said, it interferes with all of my relationships. She said I would not have remembered it on my own probably ever. They looked through the records of my mind and found a sealed memory. It looked blank but it was not. Something was hidden inside it. My guide told N what was there and N told me. I asked why my guide didn’t tell me directly, and I was told its because my guides were told not to interfere in my progress. I talk to my guides all day long about all sorts of stuff, so it was strange to me that they had some sort of restriction with this particular healing. But these higher beings have their own codes of ethics, that I don't fully comprehend. N said that the Anshar decided that it would be right to interfere, in this case, because she knew I would appreciate it and find it helpful. And she was right, I found it very helpful; they probably sped up my evolution by a few yrs or lifetimes. I did further healing on this memory/experience that day, and it definitely helped to make me a better person. I’ve been praying for total healing for a while, and N assisted with that. Maybe because we helped them, she returned the favor. I'm very grateful. I might write about it in another blog. Below is an image of Rom the Space Knight, that my friend found. I saw the crystal man sort of like that, but more liquidy (and no weapon in hand). We did think the similarity interesting though. Also, as he told me the plot of the comic books about Rom, it sounded like disclosure to me and not just fiction.   |